My face isn't carved in a mountain. I've never been struck by lightning.
I've never saved a crying baby from a burning house fire nor have I over come my misfortunes in life to acquire a name for myself. I consider myself a writer although all I've written is only pieces of torn limbs of my distraught existence. (a bunch of poems)
The tragedy at Sandy Hook elementary school could leave doubt any where is safe. In fact if you look back at the year 2012 shooters targeted malls, villains targeted movie theatres.
Earth quakes, tsunami's even war has a little more understanding than these senseless killings.
We try and prepare for tornadoes or fires to save lives. We have students running drills. Understanding evacuation plans and procedures. The question isn't who's on first? Or what's on second? The question now is where is safe? Where is our security blanket? Shouldn't we feel that our professionals our Judges, Sheriffs, police, council members and government officials don't they have it all under control?
Have you been in a court building lately? They have guards and metal detectors at the door protecting their own security. Thursday March 13 the daily telegrams lead story "county ID policy stopped" it was stopped partly because three council members failed to show up for the vote. The telegram reports the biggest objection on the ID policy was from the prosecutors office over concern the badges could make their employees a target of violence. Their professionalism will lead to violence toward them? our public officials have their own security at interest. their own agenda. Weather it be a radicalized Citizen a disgruntled co worker or a crazy gamer what's the answer to the question?
The question now isn't who's on first or what's on second? The question now is where is safe?
I was bitten by a spider today, right on my knee it feels like somebody's got a drill drilling a hole right into my knee. Anyway it got me thinking about my poetic Justice poem and I started to take a picture of the spider bite and share the poem but I ended up writing a different poem well I wrote about my inspirational spider bite, if it keeps swelling up I'm going to have to go seek medical help I'm done working on myself now.
I'd like to portray to you that I'm an accomplished author, I'd be deceiving you. I have books published at Kindle Direct publishing but the truth is I'm just a dumb. I write to appease my own little mind. I don't know what's wrong with me lately but I've been having a hard time. life in general. ADHD doesn't spell anything
This morning is June 2nd 2025 10:32 right now I'm a grown man in tears because my mom passed away this morning. Hidden from reality is the poem that I wrote my mom when I was in prison. Mom came to visit me, brought my son Teddy to see me, wrote me letters religiously. When I wrote this poem for her I was waiting for a visit at camp Waterloo in Michigan. Tom Petty's free falling was playing on my Sony Walkman radio as I walked the prison yard. It was a foggy morning you could not even see the double Constantine fence with loud speakers, lock down sirens and lights on it from the center of the prison yard. I always carried something to write on and as I walked the yard and thought how all this will be over someday and how good my mom has been to me. What would I have done with out her? I always wanted to leave with her it was no place to be. Suddenly I hear Clark 623 report to the control center your visit is here. I took the poem to my mom to read. I wrote this about you this morning. After she read it, she looks at me and says "how is this about me"? I responded
"you're the fog mom, I love you"!
Today it's all foggy
it's what you might say is a limited sight distance
I can barely see the ground as I walk
with my head hanging down
I've been in prison for it seems to be all eternity
Tom Petty's free falling is playing on the radio but
all I see is cold brick walls and Constantine
I walk into the center of the yard and
like the world I turn on an imaginary access
nothing is all I can see the fog is so thick
has it set me free
I'm not really here I'm floating in a cloud
I'm thinking to myself but it's so quiet I see loud
Throughout all this time I've been through a lot
If only the fog would stay in this spot
It's almost over if only you would stay
let me see the stars at night but hide me from the day!
I love you Mom! You have been waiting to see your Mom again since 1973 I know you're in your glory right now God bless you!
I watch tick tock I watch reels I watch YouTube videos I'm easily deceived by what I see I guess. It stems from my own character if I say it you could bet on it or show me different.
I'm confused between real super natural and life in general. People need to slow this train down before are tickets go to mars.
I think we need to get our radio back a.m. FM ham radio our communication needs to improve not through automation not through some new frequencies people can charge more money for.
A radio like the one The waltons had that the family sat around at night conversed about the topics. With all the advancements in communications we've lost something! Local radio holds local voted Representatives accountable with no accountability what do you have?
I'm opening with today's date it marks the start of something. I love to see people's from all around the world reading my poems. They are inspired authentic pieces of my past life. No matter what side of the world we're on life and death is something we share in common.. Today I want to talk about the future.
Do I believe in life after death? I can only answer that because I know the answer. Do I believe in destiny? That we are put on Earth for a specific reason? Elliptical
This is a picture of my son Gavin at a Christmas party in Detroit Michigan in 2014. Gavin was opening a present, his cousin sits behind him on a footstool. The second this picture was taken a ghost pressed her cheek to my son's face posing for the picture, in fact she probably said "cheese". You can see the orb run across a bag and a Swish mark runs down the bricks in the fireplace mantle. AI has gone Hollywood and started acting You can see the ghostly woman has her hair pulled back and the shirt she is wearing has different colors in the shoulders her hand illuminates on my son's shoulder as she presses her cheek against his face for the picture. Do I believe in ghosts look at my son's face he felt this. Ironically he got that spider man shirt 1 year earlier at Christmas when I took This picture of Gavin for the cover of my kindle Direct book "will write for food" I published the book out of despair December 2013. Will write for food
I also feel everything I write it's in my disclaimer am I on track to proclaim my destiny I write in seclusion me and a Pitbull minion army my life has been a canvas painted with irony if truth be told I would say yes hurdles test and troubles have been leading to this point do I believe yes I believe I believe there's going to be an awakening and man will not judge man but be judged and be held accountable! Debriefed at the pearly gates