"It's a long road ahead"

How long can people exists
before they are free?
How many times can a man turn his head
and pretend he doesn't see?

It's a long road ahead
I see the pain coming my way
Still I walk down this road
each and every day
as I think.... it begins to rain
It's only part of the hurt and the pain.
 I wipe my mind clear
and the rain disappears
for the rain isn't rain
but actually my tears.

I've cried in the day
I've cried in the night
I've crawled .... and still cried
It's a long endless fight!

Bob Jenkens

My grandpa Danny use to tell me "Learn you a trade" something to fall back on he would tell me.learn-you-trade-my-polish-grandpa-would.html .  There's no glamour in roofing and any more it seems I barely get by. I know it's not my purpose in life.... "to barely get by"....
I use to dream of being somebody.....Father told me "Just do what God asks you to do".crawl-walk-kneel-walk-or-crawl-just.html   Maybe I'm taking him to literal. My old body is really starting to feel the aches......Watch me pull a rabbit out of my butt.... Do not take every thing I say Literally... my-disclaimer.html