I woke up early and can't sleep
forced awake by crazy dreams
how can a dream be overcome by reality?
all this anxiety
I dreamt of classmates, but we weren't kids anymore
we were at our little league baseball field
building a tree fort with a cardboard floor
and tearing down Mark Fish's old house
so, they could build a new dollar general store
How did these trees get in our baseball field?
never mind first base where did home go
Sacred mysteries how did I get old?
this wasn't supposed to happen.
