Trapped in a world that I did not make
stuck with a life that I just can't take
we've turned tears into rivers lakes and then sees
I'm calling your name come rescue me please
why don't you come I know that you hear
My cry from the Sun needing you near
My cry seems to echo through mountains and trees
my river is still flow
Come rescue me please
I'm drowning in love helplessly free
come rescue me please from the oceans and seas
Bob Jenkens
The anxiety is immense! How do I start All over again? I'm tired!
2014/03/crawl-walk-kneel-walk-or-crawl-just.html?m=1
How long can people exist before they are free?
How many times can a Man turn his head and
pretend he doesn't see?
It's a long road ahead, I see the pain coming my way
Still I continue to walk down this road each and
every day
As I think it begins to rain
It's only part of the hurt and the pain
I wipe my mind clear and the rain disappears
For the rain isn't rain but actually my tears
I've cried in the day
I've cried into night
I've crawled and still cried
It's a long endless fight
I've hidden in shadows counting my tears
Looking through windows
that are more like mirrors
Bob Jenkens
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Bob Jenkens
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I'm glad I picked it up!
He said all this anxiety wasn't meant for me, everything is fine and will become clear for you and me to see. It's been right here to read/2016/07/no-shoes-no-shirt-no-service.html?
God's calling me
1-555-Go-d is calling me
It's probably about my auto warranty
1-555-Go-d
I've been waiting for this calling
I can't bring myself to answer it
Send it to voicemail when my mailbox is full
1-555-Go-d isn't on rotary dial
Own this epidemic you called it!/2025/04/free-samples.html?m=1
Bob Jenkens
My anxiety has been bothering me immensely!
My first Christmas without my mother.
I've been pacing the floor walking in circles can't sit down and pick up a pencil to write.
What is wrong? I miss you Mom!
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If a bear shits in the woods and
no one is around to hear
Does it make a sound?
What kind of question is that?
Is Ukraine the new Middle East?
What's the difference
If there's nobody listening
Help Humanity
There's a crisis happening
Innocent people are in the middle of it
Bob Jenkens
What's right, What's wrong
What's changed or not the same
Why do I feel
I need to kill
Hang myself on a cross at the capital
The beginning of the end for me
but then you'll see
what's right what's wrong
what's changed you're not the same.
Bob Jenkens
"If it bleeds it leads" Kindle direct sample read
I wasn't even going to go to Brooklyn to get groceries but I was pulling out of the Old country market and there was a 68-year-old woman thumbing it down us 12 13°. My car doesn't have heat in it but she was glad that I gave her a ride. She tried to give me $5 when I told her I had not even intended on coming this way.
She said her name was Vicky that she was a retired school teacher from onstead. We made small talk I asked if she could us a ride home as well? She said yes. I had been at the old country market to get a couple propane tanks filled but they were short handed and I wasn't able to get them filled.
I figured I'd take her home and then go trade one at the dollar mall. She had said that she lived Yoder's so while she was in the store I called them and they said that they fill tanks and are open until 10.
On the way to Yoder's Vicky asked me what I write.
I told her that I write poetry it's my short hand
"I can't write a story" she said she would like to hear something so I ripped ADHD doesn't spell anything on her so she can understand me a little. She tried to explain to me that c.o.d and COPD had nothing to do with each other...... Hmmm was she listening to me?
While the station attendant was filling the tanks I opened my book on my phone it's a Kindle direct sample read check it out while I put the tanks into the car.
After I get heading to her house she hand's my phone back and said I spelled fictitious wrong so she didn't read any farther. People won't read through mistakes she said. I told her that I have an app that won't let me spell wrong even when I try. Is snot funny?
Irene pool from the knights of Columbus in Brooklyn was also a school teacher and she said that same thing to me 15 years ago. Blessed be the poor
I don't know how to take things now.
Fictitious... people are going to read what they want and get nothing that the author even envisioned.
Think about it.... She was hitch hiking and it's 13 degrees and now she's criticizing me on the 10th word in the book. She told me that my dog's name Lacihte is spelled wrong. It's ethical backwards I told her.
She disagreed I ask you would Google steer me wrong?Take Google out with a bang
Bob Jenkens
