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Sunday, December 2, 2018

Pray for stupid

 Christina used to tell me "you're stupid" saying dumb things comes natural to me. Just put a microphone in front of me. I swore if I got another radio job I was going to record her saying you're stupid and put it on a button so every time I said something I could hit the button and there would be Chrissy "you're stupid". It's true I'm dumb about a lot of things. I've never claimed to be smart. /relapsing.  Christina relapsed, tomorrow is 3 weeks without hearing anything from her just got a text message and she's gone. But who's counting? Last time it was a whole year before we heard from her. Who's stupid now?
  I'm stupid about a roof! I love to  roof of house all by myself. I'm up there singing and working my anxiety gone. I started a roof today in Addison and got rained on twice I always say when I tear someone's roof off the chance of rain significantly increases. I wrote a poem about Christina being a magician with an amazing disappearing act. So today before I started this roof I posted watch for my magician Act. I'm going to turn this roof from green to Brown. Nothing up my sleeve give me three days.

  When I got to the job this morning the homeowner was on her way to church. I used to go to church.I use to go to church  As she was getting in her car she said to me you're going to roof this house by yourself? Yes I am then she said she was going to go to church to pray for me. I told her thank you! A long time ago in my life I angered  and raged out at a man that told me "I'll pray for you". I told him not to do me any favors and I think I may have been about to hit him. He just came up and tried to talk to me and I told him "I'm not friendly". I remember my mom telling me the Lord works in mysterious ways maybe something good will come from this. It made me furious with God. How could good come from me getting sent to prison? I've been belly Shackled handcuffed at the waist and ankles chain to eight other men. You can't even kill yourself in prison. It's no place to be! I didn't hate God from the start. I started going to church and use prayers to calm me down I have issues with anxiety. supercalifredulious.html?m=1Some nights I absolutely can't sleep. So I write dumb poems. When I got sent to prison I had a beautiful little girlfriend. I sent her a letter from quarantine and told her you might as well go on your way I have five to ten years to do. She shows up for a visit with a great big smile on her face. You're not going to get rid of me that easy I'm pregnant. I got married in prison my son was born October 7th 1987. I wrote a shower of rain in prison. I couldn't tell you the day I got married 11 days after Teddy was born Crystal brought him to see me one time and that was the last time I seen her. I didn't see Teddy again until his grandma Pam brought him to see me she said she had had him for 6 months. yeah I don't know how anything good is going to come from this. One person can't pray enough for God to Hear My Cries. I'm asking you to pray for me too! Will write for food

Sometimes you can't do anything about anything but write. I've been left by prettier girls and worst places. Christina used to get mad at me when I would write she said I was ignoring her. Maybe something good will come out of this it could happen!/it-could-happen-all-around-world-peace.html?m=1

Bob Jenkens

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