Is Poor Catholic an oxymoron? Like having a real good head ache!

I didn't grow up with any religious up bringing.
I admire people that have all the trust in God. They give credit to any recognition in their life to their God.
My life is painted with Gods purpose for me. Even if I don't see. He Loves me just the same.
  Feeling I needed change in my life I quit waiting for someone to open me up to God. I Started going to a couple different local churches. I felt a belonging at St. Mary's. The Pastoral Coordinator was a woman with a beautiful high spirit God Bless you Jean. She walked me through RICA I went through rite of recognition and feel right at home. Just going to church does not entitle you to some basket of blessings. Of course I'm still thankful for my days and my opportunities.  I'm not a wealthy person. I have more time than money.
What I try to give to the church is my time. I don't like to see insecure people on ladders. So I can think of three Easters and Christmases that I decorated the church. I helped I did the high stuff.  I read liturgy during mass. My voice is a tool. Parishioners will tell me "I can't not listen to you". I Love being an Alter server and being right on the Alter while Father Paul does his Homily.  I've worked with Father Paul washing peoples feet just like Jesus did before the last supper. Three years I organized the Diocesan Service Appeal fund raiser. Though I had no substantial contribution to the fund I told my fellow parishioners you are my family so I need not feel bad to ask you for money. lol
  Wednesday Is Ash Wednesday and I haven't scribbled any Lenten plans. Their in my head along with this story I need to tell but don't no where to start. Today I started reading Scripture again. I've been raising this baby by myself and just getting him to not be crazy during mass is hard. I think if he starts seeing me talk he'll realize the importance.

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 I really needed someone to come to church with me to help me. I put an s.o.s out on my face book page. only 1 friend commented and she had obligations. It occurred to me. I don't preach to any of my friends.
I don't try to get my mom to come or my dad. People you would want to be saved.
 That's my Lenten plans. Everything for the Glory of God. I've been an in the closet Christian.
   I'll tell you right now you do not need an invitation to go to church. Peace be to you.